13 DPO...

I have about 2 more days before AF shows up.

In between 10 dpo and 13 dpo my bbs decided that it was time to start spilling out of my bra, they are huge! And they are very very sore... but this happens sometimes before the b!tch shows up so its not really good. I've also had some cramps in the past 2 days, and like I said before it could be good or bad. I really think she is on her way though... she loves to show her face even more when she is NOT welcomed... can't get a hint I tell ya!

Now I'm striking more than before

Wanna know what I did today? OK, I'll tell you, I:

• Woke up
• Immediately grabbed my bbs, I had to make sure they were still sore so that I can have the rest of the day free from obsessing... or so I thought.
• Enjoyed coffee with Jeff.
• Grabbed my bbs.
• Watch TV.
• Had Jeff be the judge that they were indeed huge. (I didn't want him to feel left out)
• Ignore cramps.
• Grabbed my bbs.
• Clean.
• Grabbed my bbs....

I think you get the point; I've been feeling myself up all day...

No judging allowed!

I think ignoring the cramps worked too. I haven't really had any since yesterday.... then again my mind is very very powerful so who knows. After all this over sharing, I would appreciate it if you let me know that I'm not *really* truly crazy, or at least that I'm not alone.