Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Fool me not...

Tomorrow is April Fools Day, a.k.a April 1st, a.k.a. the month we get to try again.

Oh My.

Can I tell you how excited I am that we get to try to have a baby again? With the help of fertility drugs? And a lot of fear? Oh. My. God. I don't know what to do with myself. I'm too scared to try but I'm more scared of letting the fear stop me from trying. Fear will not rule me! I can and will kick it in the butt!

Right now I'm waiting to Ovulate and even if I don't need to track it right now, I am. Old habits die hard. Hey! Its been 1 year and 7 months of the same O tracking crap, I can't just stop on will you know. Why am I doing it? Well because 2 weeks later I'll get my dear period and for the first time in months I can't wait! I'm going to immediately start on Clomid and start the monitoring of my beautiful and back-stabbing ovaries (I'm not forgiving them so easily). Then I'll be triggered to ovulate so that I can "hang out" with Jeff and wait..... again...

Two weeks later I'll be praying that we are pregnant..... Third time should be the charm! So I'm hoping that even though April have let me down in the past (first miscarriage was April 11th, 2008), it makes up for it this year and don't fool me again....

So my Dear April, no pressure but you owe me a baby big time!


  1. I hope April brings both of us baby news! GL!

  2. Best of luck to you! I hope you luck out, like me, and don't have any of the crummy Clomid side effects!

  3. Good luck sweetie! I hope April is your month.

  4. I'm praying for us all. I had my first miscarriage April 10th, so we are kind of in the same time frame.

  5. Kick fear's butt good and hard :)

    Hoping and praying that April pays up and gives you that baby you so deserve!

  6. YAY- good luck! Babydust your way!

  7. Yeah, Fear will not rule you! You are a strong woman and you have a great husband, you guys can overcome this. Good luck this month!

  8. Good luck Shanny! I'm praying that this is your month for your sticky baby.

  9. I really, really, really hope that April brings you your baby!!

    Sending good vibes your way and prayers (which are more significant).

    Best of luck to you dearie! xo

  10. I'm an April baby (the 28th) and I send you lots of April love, prayers and positive thoughts for an April baby, too!

    Don't forget to have fun trying.

    Winks & Smiles,

  11. Yay! Glad to hear that things are progressing and crosses fingers for you next cycle works and you get your sticky BFP!

  12. oh i'll definitely say a prayer for you, i hope to hear great news soon!


I heart comments, thanks for leaving one =)