This cycle I plan on changing one thing.
Yes only one thing. I'm not capable to stop obsessing about getting PG so that part will continue. Since I started TTC I stopped working out. I admit its because I figured I will gain weight anyway, so why bother? I know, I know... shame on me! I also thought I would get pregnant right away, I mean the rest of the women in my family are very fertile, so why not me? No, seriously.... why not me? Alright lets forget that question and move on. Like I said, I stopped working out expecting to expect but I gained weight instead. Not one bit was baby weight, darn!
My new plan is to work out. I've been a little iffy about it because I didn't want to "stress" my body and delay ovulation. At this point I just think that it will happen if its meant to happen. If it doesn't that's fine, I want to feel better about myself at the very least. I'm already taking my temperature every morning and will start my POAS routine very soon to catch ovulation, so if I O I wont miss it. But I do miss feeling better about my body. I need to exercise and that's what I'm going to do.
I need to obsess about something new, so why not about losing weight right? It is who I am, I pick one thing at a time and I learn/do anything & everything related to it. I need to control whats going on in my life and since being obsessive about one thing isn't good, I plan on balancing it with another obsession.... personally I think its a brilliant plan. Wish me luck!