I've just been too busy doing.....umm, nothing?
Well,nothing more than obsessing, that is.
Am I, am I not? Am I, am I not? Am I, am I not? And so on, you get the picture.
I keep trying to tell myself not to think about it, but honestly, how is that even possible? I'm 11dpiui today and Sunday seems ages away. That's when I get to do my blood test. Again. Do I feel hopeful? Sure, but I always feel hopeful. Do I have signs? Sure, but I always have signs. I am after all on progesterone supplements so its to be expected.
Its too early to test at home. I know that. But it seems that every peeing moment is a missed opportunity to test. Why can't I bee one of the lucky girls who get their BFP at 9dpo? Noooo, I must suffer apparently. And now you can safely assume that I haven't missed all of my peeing opportunities. I tested this morning with no luck, ONLY because I figured that I wouldn't be too disappointed if it was a bfn (I was fine). It is after all very early. So for now the waiting continues.
Oh if you have any suggestions as to what to do to pass the rest of these days without pulling my hair out, I would appreciate it.