Thursday, November 12, 2009

I'm still here! I'm still here!

I've just been too busy doing.....umm, nothing?
Well,nothing more than obsessing, that is.

Am I, am I not? Am I, am I not? Am I, am I not? And so on, you get the picture.
I keep trying to tell myself not to think about it, but honestly, how is that even possible? I'm 11dpiui today and Sunday seems ages away. That's when I get to do my blood test. Again. Do I feel hopeful? Sure, but I always feel hopeful. Do I have signs? Sure, but I always have signs. I am after all on progesterone supplements so its to be expected.

Its too early to test at home. I know that. But it seems that every peeing moment is a missed opportunity to test. Why can't I bee one of the lucky girls who get their BFP at 9dpo? Noooo, I must suffer apparently. And now you can safely assume that I haven't missed all of my peeing opportunities. I tested this morning with no luck, ONLY because I figured that I wouldn't be too disappointed if it was a bfn (I was fine). It is after all very early. So for now the waiting continues.

Oh if you have any suggestions as to what to do to pass the rest of these days without pulling my hair out, I would appreciate it.

16 comments:

  1. Sorry about the BFN, thankfully we know that most BFPs are a little later than that, GL!

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  2. We don't want you missing any peeing opportunities to test, so what if this one was a bfn? Let's take it as a practice run! Waiting for the good news!

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  3. Haha
    I wish I had some ideas for you to live through these days with a full head of hair. Praying for you!

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  4. Hang in there!!
    I am praying for sticky baby vibes! :)
    I would be obsessing too so don't feel badly about that!
    I've missed you btw :)

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  5. Good luck! I'm cheering for you!

    Dani
    ttcconnections.blogspot.com

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  6. We all obsess, only we don't say it lol
    Good luck with the rest of your testing opportunities!

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  7. Glad you are still here! Thought you left on a hiatus :D
    Keep your hopes up, this sounds like a lucky cycle!

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  8. Praying for your BFP on Sunday! Or before if you happen to test again :)
    You were missed by the way!

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  9. Oh Shanny sorry for the bfn! I've been one of the lucky ones to get an early bfp, but we should all keep in mind that 13 and 14 dpos are the average. I would do good to remember that this time around lol, the waiting game is painful!

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  10. Yay, an update! Now we can all obsess together LOL

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  11. Hoping that this time is really the one! Good luck!!!

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  12. Hang in there, friend! I hope this is it!! :)

    Maybe rent some of your favorite movies or series to watch?

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  13. I have no advice. I tested at 10dpo

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  14. Oh geez, how I wish I had some magic wand to help these days pass quickly. Waiting SUCKS! I'm not a good example. I started POAS way too early too.

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  15. Thinking about you and sending you happy baby vibes! I'm crossing my fingers for you and saying a million prayers :)

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  16. Thinking about you sweet blogging friend!! **fingers crossed for sure

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